When you turn those scars into
stars
Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 1:10 AM
taken away.

And now my left knee is inproportionate again.
In or im? Aiya, who gives a shit anyway.

Fk man. What's life to me now.
Kanina. I feel so gawddamn choulou now.

Dare got talent dance performance/School cip dance performance.
Which one should i go for.
Hm, it's this saturday and they are both last min.
I only got the message today, diao. feel like laughing my azz off.

psychopathic jackass.

You. Yes you.
Want act, act bigger lah.
You like to act dua so much is it, go mediacorp register lah.
Not necessary to be in ur school uniform then can act in front of me right.
Ya'all srsly have nothing better to do is it,
then should just find ur way to mediacorp teve station and apply for an audition lah.

Freak idiots.
I've done nothing. Said nothing.
Every single day you see me, and then start making so much noises,
and acting like ur some big gang is it.
Puhlease lah, it's not cool kay.
And just stop behaving like some fucktard who has never seen human before.
It's fking childish and stupid.

I don't give a shit at all to ur life or what you do,
just stay out of my affairs and go get a life okay.
I'm doing you a favour, so treasure it, tyvm.

Monday, June 29, 2009, 3:30 AM
how far you bring.

First day of school. wow.
It actually turned out to be quite alright, haha.
And i finally knocked out at 2.35am last night, cos i was soo afraid what might happen in school today.
The most horrifying thing that could happen was mrs goh cursing and swearing about my hair colour. But thankfully it didn't, phew!
And as for the homework. hm, i didn't quite actually complete all of it.
The teachers didn't collect them today cos they thought we might've forgotten but we actually didn't. duh.

There turned out to be many funny and spastic stuff that happened today morning in class.
Well, it's not unusual in actuality but it was just different in school today.
And the class was unexpectedly quiet after recess.
Everybody seemed to like have been dozed or hit by some drug or whatever nonsense lah.
Just some pill or potion that would make us knock out. lol.
Yeah and every teacher who stepped into the class found it very unusual and fishy.
Actually, we were all simply super tired cos we didn't sleep well the night before. serious.

**And. kenneth was damn stupid. You know what he did?
He got bored and went around telling the whole world what he did during the holiday.
From the first day up till yesterday.
And then he gave beiting a pencil lead he took out from his mechanical pencil, as her belated birthday present when he found out her birthday was last day of school during last semester.
How hilarious uh.

So beiting showed it to kim and her only response was jaws dropped and: wow that present must be so expensive! Lmao.
And then during first 3 periods with mrs goh, we were going through some stuff regarding h1n1.
Then, mrs goh said to the class that surprisingly only china hasn't gotten it yet, and haoran went 'heheheh'. That would be his normal horny snarl. or rather laugh.
Fyi, he's from china that's why he's happy.

First thing in the morning, i kena called lame by xintian. as usual.
She says that all the time. haha.
*Eh xintian, if ur reading this, don't deny ah. haha!
And then, dylan kena called dye-learn (as pronounced). And wang haoran: weng how run.
Hahaha! dm calls them that when he checked for their names in the classlist as he came into our class this morning for check.

And during history period today, the new history teacher mr clement chua. I think he's damn zai lor. Surely will make a good teacher one :D
He can also make mr ko's new best buddy. Both talk so super loud like nobody's business puhlease.
Then stupid kenneth, desmond and marcus kept interrupting me when it was my turn to intro myself to mr chua. like class intro get it?
And this is how kenneth taught me how to intro myself, "Hi i am a pig and i come from a farm."
marcus and desmond then went to add on sth like, er. "My favourite hobby is rolling in mud."

What the heck. Hahahaha. So goddamn stupid right, but it was very funny.
So this was my first day of school. it turned out pretty awesome in fact :)
Thanks jesus

Saturday, June 27, 2009, 5:33 AM
fading picture.

I'm tagged to do this, and it's kinda dued.
Some time ago already, know what i mean right?
I guess i neglected the tag. mwahahahaha >:D

A list of 20 people will be tagged to do that :)
-
(1) Kim
(2) Beiting
(3) Kerene
(4) Yuwen
(5) Jochebel
(6) Danielle
(7) Cheryl
(8) Abigail
(9) Heidi
(10) Jovial
(11) Kylie
(12) Yanshan
(13) Kimberly
(14) Xintian
(15) Novita
(16) Clare Serene
(17) Jean
(18) Siawei
(19) Wenyi
(20) Sherrill

1. How did you know 7? (cheryl) - church friend, she rocks.
2. What would you do if you and 15 never met? (novita) - i may not have that much things to laugh over for :)
3. What would you do if 1 and 20 dated? (kim & sherrill) - if they did, i'd laugh.
4. Have you seen 17 cried? (jean) - nope.
5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (yuwen & clare) - we'll talk about it when they finally meet.
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (kylie) - hahahaha!
7. What is 2's favourite colour? (beiting) - i guess it could be limegreen?
8. When was the last time you talk 9? (heidi) - a few days ago i guess.
9. What language does 8 speak? (abigail) - english and some weird language some ppl may not understand. she's always high. >:) haha.
10. Who is 13 going out with? (kimberly) - ask her.
11. Would you ever date 17? (jean) - maybe. definitely! i miss going out on dates with her!
12. Where does 18 live? (siawei) - i forgot.
13. What's the best thing about 10? (jovial) - she's thoughtful and helpful :)
14. What would you like to tell 3? (kerene) - i love you. haha.
15. What's the best thing about 20? (sherrill) - idk. hehehe.
16. Have you ever kissed 2? (beiting) - tried to, but i failed. :( how pitiful uh.
17. What's the best memory you have of 5? (jochebel) - she's my best pal, we share too much good memories together, i can't remember :D
18. When's the next time you gonna see 9? (heidi) - hopefully it's tomorrow at church! \m/
19. How is 7 different from 6? (cheryl & danielle) - c's 14, d's 12. c's taller, d's shorter.
20. Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (abigail) - nope, cos i'm a good girl.
21. Will you give 19 a hug? (wenyi) - sure! i don't mind :D hahaha.
22. When have you lied to 3? (kerene) - why should i tell you. hmph.
23. Is 12 good at socializing? (yanshan) - hm, i guess so. you can say that.
24. Do you know a secret about 16? (clare) - perhaps so.
25. Describe the relationship between 12 and 8. (yanshan & abigail) - strangers.
26. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? (heidi) - we're great chatters. we can talk to each other about any secret, knowing that we'll keep it within ourselves :)
27. What's the wost thing about 4? (yuwen) - she's an asshole.
28. Do you have a crush on 12? (yanshan) - oh yeh, she's hottt.
29. How long have you known 2? (beiting) - for about 2 years.
30. Does 11 have any gf/bf? (kylie) - i have no idea, but i dont think so?
31. Have you wanted to punch 1 in the face? (kim) - YES CERTAIN TIMES I DO. HAHAHAHA!
32. Have 20 saw your parents before? (sherrill) - i think so.
33. How did you meet 8? (abigail) - in church!
34. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 13? (kimberly) - yeah, she's my punching bag :D haha!
35. Do you live close to 16? (clare) - you can say so. :)
36. What's 8's favourite food? (abigail) - she loves to eat, she eats anything in the world >:)
37. What kind of car does 7 have? (cheryl) - my mother's car. -.-
38. Have you travelled anywhere with 3 before? (kerene) - would love to. haha.
39. If you ever give 15 a $100, what would he/she spend it on? (novita) - clothes, bags, shoes, and more clothes! HAHA!
40. Have you ever dreamed about 14 before? (xintian) - nope, but i know she dreams of me all the time! cos i'm just so lovable and missable! :D

Finally over and done with this freaking long quix.
It took me donkey years man, freaking tired now. :(
Kay, byebye.

fill the sky with purple stars.

So hilarious, i just have to argue with aaron every single day.
Even over the littliest things possible, like an apple.
And then daddy would always proclaim: A war has started.
What the heck. hahaha!

Anyway i was supposed to go out today.
Movies with jochebel and co, then with some of the level4s also. And we'll go play pool afterwards.
But i couldn't go last min, cos i was going for service tmr.
And mom only gave me one choice.
Out today or church tmr.
How unreasonable righttt >:(

However, mom wanted me to prepare for the reopening of sch so she had to put me down to these options.
Dumb or what.
I srsly cannot believe sch's starting in less than 2 days.
& looking back, it felt like the june holidays just started 3 days ago.

Sigh, i'm gonna miss all the fun i had and wonderful events i've experienced through this 1 month holiday.
It has been so memorable and awesomee.
A great example would be adv camp. i honestly miss it to the max.
Dare group bonds were found and built there, how can we miss out on that.
And every thing else we have done together. haha, it was really funny.

I'm gonna look forward to church tmr,
and pray for the extensions in faith. amen? :)
And dare group session was combined with divo yesterday, wooh!
Awesome,
and rachel was as funny as ever. hahahaha!

Kay, byee. i'm gonna chat with beloved kiah now! :B

Friday, June 26, 2009, 2:41 AM
say you love me.

& since danielle is helping me create some skins,
i shall do some blogging regarding yesterday.
:D

It was caifan's birthday dinner celebration!
I love you babe.
Her actual birthday's supposedly today, but oh well,
our 2 families drove up to this hill for dinner.
I guess it's some place where tourists would usually go and chill out and look see,
teehee.

Restaurant's some Orchid forest thingy, but the food rocks.
My foot lah. It's not yummy puh lease. I so don't like it, hahahah! (N)
Thumbs down. But it's still alright,
cos there's the birthday girl.
Well, have to put up with it then. haha.

We headed down to her condo afterwards, and got down to business with the beloved ice cream cake.
It's tasty. :)
Once we're done, we went prawning at some wulu place at Amk.
I was freaking bored to tears and dust.
Simply sat on a pathetic white plastic chair, watched ppl prawn, listened to music, and nearly fell asleep.
Dude, it was already close to 2a.m. And holidays make me a pig remember.
I need my sleep. hahahaha!

The night ended soon, but it was really enjoyable for caifan.
^.^ so it's cool,
and i'm going off now to meet bel and bekah.
DG combined session! woo.

(Pix with caifan, but will upload them in fb once i get it from her.)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 9:04 AM
backwards.

You don't seem to get the message across.
Repeatedly, i see you doing that again and again,
but you still don't realise what's wrong.
I've been trying to hold up with you alright,
cos i love you as a friend.
I know you know that, but don't ever take it for granted.

From what i see, you are trying to get everyone to know you,
to like you, to see who you really wanna be in their eyes.
However, you're not the person i used to know last year,
you were so much different.
You were pure, humble, forgiving, kind and caring.
Now you are, idk how to describe you.

Why don't i wanna tell you, it's because
i don't wanna make you feel upset, hurt or unhappy.
When you are, i don't feel ok.
So telling you only affects me and my mood.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 12:35 AM
don't walk away.

You don't seem to realise anything.
You probably only think that i'm acting very strangely and weird these days,
cos you don't understand what happened.
And i don't see a reason why i must tell you.
Do you think you'll give a damn anyway?
No. The answer is obvious.

Everytime i talk to you,
i feel like crying.
It feels like i'm falling out.
And this cannot bring us anywhere better.

Monday, June 22, 2009, 11:38 PM
back to tennessee.

The weekends have been great,
yet it passed so soon. Well, that's the sad thing of course :(

Technically, we all prepared Jovial an awesome 13th birthday present.
She was touched, she said.
Haha. Glad she liked it :)
Though we didn't spend much cash on it, but it's cool.
And sincerity counts, right?

Anyways, alot of things have happened past the 2 days,
and i was filled with so many different emotions and mood.
But 1 thing i know for sure is that,
my DG were the ones who made me happier and brighten up my spirits.
It's really surprising, but oh wells,
it's true. And i really appreciate it.
Though some of them may not know.
:D

Yesterday was awesome! Miraculous and spectacular.
It was DG outing at Www.
Had alot of fun there :) I'm serious!
But at the start of the day when i cabbed down and spent 14.40 (fk it),
i was in a really bad and horrible mood.
I guess everyone realised it but they didn't really ask. So thanks yeah.
Then we moved on to the locker, keeping our stuff and changing.
Ulah-lah was the first thing we tried on as a DG.
And we slowly moved on to the rest of the slides and pools together,
until we got separated. ;p hahaha!

I thought the Wave Pool and Shiock Pool were the best.
Cos we spent quite alot of time playing there together as a DG.
Really fun! But i don't really wanna elaborate much on it,
just that the guys were super duper fun and humorous, haha!
Especially Nicholas Seet, lol!
It was as though he's the life guard when we played at the Wave pool.
Damn funny. And the guys are like all so skinny.

Ohwell, after we left Www.
Washed up and got changed, then we went to eat at kfc.
WE WERE ALL SO FREAKING HUNGRY THEN.
Haha! Yangjuin kept kooping our food.
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF OURS. LOL!
Nvm lah, hungry mah.
K, so after we're done eating, we trained off to Tampines to meet Malcolm.
But i left earlier after shopping and buying some stuff from Cotton On.
\m/ It was a really really awesome day.
And i'm so much happier now, seriously :)

Pix are all in Pearlyn's lovely camera. Gonna try to get it from her soon!
I've too many dued pictures eh, i find someday to upload in fb,
then ur go see can? Thx ah, bye!

Friday, June 19, 2009, 9:58 AM
spotlight.

I don't think this can bring us further.
We'll probably just be stuck at this stage, and not moving on.
God won't progress this race for us.
I fantasize too much, i guess.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 11:37 PM
rap it up.

My pathetic little soul.
Mom made me stuck at home entirely today,
cos i've been going out very regularly this week.
Right.

But thank goodness, Mc is coming to my place this afternoon to keep me company.
Yayy, hahaha!
And thx Rachel Sheila Zavior for talking to me on the phone now,
since last night.
HAHA! And being the most wonderful person on the planet (from herself).
Hahahaha! She's damn cute and funny right.
:D

Anyway yesterday was super fun!
But i had to leave early from my class outing at East Coast,
and cab down to Orchard to meet Sherlyn for Hannah Montana the Movie.
>:)
What a big sacrifice.
I actually missed out on the next half of my day having fun with the class.
Ok, maybe not the whole class exactly,
but at least about half of them?
Haha, whatever it is, we had alot of fun. For what i know.
Those who didn't went for yesterday's, too bad then.
Cos it was really great :)

The movie was good, meaningful and touching.
Can cry lah, haha! This was what Earnest told me but i didn't believe at first.
;p
And thanks lah sherlyn, made me flag for a cab in the middle of a road at East Coast frantically,
and then paid $10 for my fare,
rushed down like some insane woman to Orchard,
ran up the escalators to meet you,
and then found out that the movie haven't even started yet.
And was only starting in about 30 mins.
WOW.
Sounds worse than a marathon man. Oh em gee.
LOL! But it was still alright lah.

Don't wanna talk more ald. Cos i feel damn sian now.
Hahahahaha.
Shitt lah, i regretted going for the movies ystd man,
if not i can see Rachel's dg ystd at East Coast too. They had their DG outing there!
So qiao right, haha!
And you know what happened ystd, super spastic.
Cos it's like, idk what the guys said then suddenly Kerene went: EEEYEEEERR~
(Some super loud and weird reaction she'd usually give)
Then after her, was Angus. He went sth like: WALAOOEEHH, WHERE CAN LIDDAT ONE?!?!?!?!?!!
And i exclaimed: Wow, i always thought Kerene had the biggest reaction.
HAHAHAHA! funny sia, then everyone started laughing.
Aiya, inside joke. Haha.

And yeah lah, thanks sherlyn so chio. ;o
Helped me paid half of my taxi fare, if not i won't have enough money to watch movie ald.
Heheheh.
And thanks Joshua foo the Monkey. (?)
Hahaha, for entertaining me last night and today morning.
**And making me jealous for not being able to go out today, yet you could!
ARGHH.
>:( Lols.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 6:52 AM
spinning apart.

I'm gonna make this real quick.
But firstly, i say. You imagine.

One morning, you were waken up by your Mother's yells and screams.
"Hey Kid! It's already close to 9a.m. Rise and shine!"
The next thing you knew, you were sitting by the dining table with the rest of your family members.
And instead of gobbling down delicious food, and the soft and tasty pandan bread you'd always crave for,
you'd stare into space and miss out on it.

And then, your Mom asks you why are you not eating and you say,
"I'm not hungry."
Yet she still forces you to swallow something so that you could start your day fresh and energized.
Thus, down went that peanut-butter pandan sandwich,
and off you went outdoors.

"Good morning Dr Joanna!" were the first few words you said when you saw your family dentist after 6 months ever since your previous check-up.
Screws, drills, cleansers, sprays and gums.
Went the Doc as she cleans your teeth and gum.
In when the chemicals, out went the bacteria.
And then, your Mother realises her pants had another imaginary hole.
A hundred bucks into your dentist's pocket. Wonderful.

Finally, it was lunch time.
You picked your food, settled down, all ready to start that delicious, tempting meal,
when you tummy went aching terribly and horribly.
The next thing you knew, you were sitting on a toilet bowl, groaning heavily in pain.
Praying to the Lord Jesus to save you, and let that bloody shit come outta your asshole as soon as it could.
And 1, 2, 3.
Pheww and yesssss. What a relief to your tummy.
And the rest of the day were the only enjoyment left for you and your pitiful soul.
What a heart ache.

And imagine this happening the following day.
How 'bout, today?
The same old routine occurred again.

And the 'you' is Me.
Unlucky or what.
But grace grace, thank goodness i poo-ed in the morning,
and then i could enjoy the rest of my day out.
YES!

Lovely story isn't it?
Anyway, yesterday i basically went for dental check-up and facial treatment.
Today, caught a movie with Novita the hottie. \m/
Ghost of Girlf. past.
And tomorrow is the awesomest to the max.
2E2'09 CLASS OUTING. Rock my azz man! :D
Can't waittt.

That's all, bye.
P.s. David Hu is hottt ;p

Sunday, June 14, 2009, 8:03 PM
tongue tied.

Hey. Yesterday was dance cip performance at Amk central stage.
It was superb, and very fun!
:D
Haha.
And i'm still missin' camp and the poopies there! :)

Anyway, after dance,
we went into This Fashion to borrow their changing rooms to change into proper clothings, and i guess we looked like some idiots. ;p
After we got changed, Novita and i walked to the hub to look for Mom and the rest.
Went for supper at Kopitiam.
Afterwards, we went into the arcade to look for Aaron and Yuan,
homed.
-
I have no idea what your problem is now.
All i know, remember and recall is that i've never liked you as anyone more than a friend.
You probably don't understand me, for you thought too much.
It wasn't any miscommunication but contradictions.
It's just the way i talk to others, and i like it the way it is.
You thought other wise, that's because you don't understand how i feel.
So what if we have others who stand a more important placing in our hearts,
does it mean we have to treat others in a lousier behaviour? No man.
You'd perhaps be reading this, but i'm not gonna stfu.
Like i said, i say what i like. And carefully reading and thinking back,
i said nothing wrong did i?
With no exception, you're a friend i don't wanna lose.
You may not know how much each friend means to me, and you may never know if you don't ever give me a chance to explain.
I don't feel condemned or guilty at all, because i don't even know what is the situation now.
Darn, you don't even wanna let me know y'know.
So how exactly am i gonna make it up to you?
Ya'know, you really want to. But i don't know how i'm gonna do that when you don't let me know the problem.
It ain't easy man.
But whatever it is, God is still my priority. If He has made better plans for me and you,
i'll know when to let go and let Him do the work.
Probably this friendship was just an accident, it wasn't part of His plans for me.
It was never me or you or us, it was always Him.
-
Thanks man, Jesus. I love You for bringing me into New Creation Church,
and sparing my parents enough cash to let me come for Adventure camp,
cos it was really awesome.
Not just awesome awesome, but godly-awesome.
I'm never gonna forget what i've experienced there,
i'm gonna bring them all back with me.
Just too much of Your love and peace overflowing in me right now, i can't seem to say how much you mean to me and the great love You've given to me!
NCC and Dare ministry rocks my socks man!
:D
Sometimes being random is just so fun eh. :))

Friday, June 12, 2009, 3:37 AM
when you say nothing at all.

Back from Dare to Believe Adv camp!
The 4-days, 3-nights awesome, amazing, wonderful camp!
It really rocks to the damn hard core,
and i'm missing it now.
:D

Car-ed to Suntec early to meet the dg for breakfast at Mac on first day.
Went up to assemble with the other lower sec at level4.
Broke out into our camp groups.
Chapera! ROCKS!
Tho we didn't win the best group award at the night of campfire,
but i'm sure all of us had lots of fun, laughter, joy and peace.
:)

Gonna miss those times and everyone man. Haha.
Ohwells, we started out with game stations around the camp site.
They were.. alright. Haha.
As usual, the first few meals would suck like crap,
but after awhile, it just gets better so praise Jesus! Haha!

Anyway, the first 3 days were basically games and more games,
the last day was obviously area cleaning day.
And we were given the job of cleaning the female toilet.
Sounds eeky and disgusting right?
Haha but thank goodness it wasn't man. In fact, it was a pretty easy job.
Just that the toilet still stinks like nobody's business. >:)

2nd, 3rd and last day was very fun!
And it was spastically awesome and flabbergasting. Haha.
The guys actually cheered and encouraged us during the games,
and Chapera was just very bonded. It's a great thing of course!
:D
And the guys were crazy lah. Kept singing. HAHAHA.
Seet, Yangjuin and Daryl sang:
1. Elmo's world
2. Teletubbies
3. The Barbie Girl's song.
And they were damnnn gay! HAHA! Super funny!
Then Yangjuin was like: Gosh, i don't remember when was the last time i ever watched Elmo.
And Seet answered: Oh, it rocks. I watch it everyday.
HAHA. Spastic right.

During one of the games where we had to play scissors-paper-stone with an opposing team.
We were playing against (i'm not sure what their DTB dg name was) Abigail's dg.
It's called D.G. as well. Lol.
Then there was Rey.
Stupid lah, hahaha. Here comes the funny part. I kept playing against him,
and it's either he almost wins me for that round,
or i almost win him for that round.
So we were very frustrated with one another, then i called him 'That Guy'.
And within Chapera ourselves, we kept complaining about That Guy. Haha! But just kidding lah.
Thus we started calling Rey, That Guy in front of him.
So he gave up and just said: Great, now i'm known as 'That Guy'.
HAHAHA. So funny right.

Erwin kena called 'That Guy's Son' when we were playing one of the games during Mass Level Games on the third day. Hilarious man. >:]

Other than Mass Games, we had Praise&Worship + service with Coach HJ.
Super cool, haha.
P&W during camp fire was really awesome and fun man.
It tempts me to look forward to EJ5 even more lah! Haha.
:D

Anyways, the camp was really really great and awesome!
I'm so happy man.
Last day, which was today, we assembled at the mph and canteen area earlier than usual.
But i'm feelin' so sad right then cos i didn't manage to ton the whole night,
and knocked out at 3+am only.
How pathetic huh? But can't help it lah, tired mah. What to do. Hahaha.
And +++, Vivian managed to ton the whole night with Chapera guys and played with Joshua Foo and Matthew!
ARGHH.
I wanted to get my revenge on Joshua man. So irritating lah,
kept disturbing, teasing and making me laugh till my face turned super red at the rope course.
Idiot! Hahaha! (joking.)

We started giving everyone claps. Hahaha!
As in, you know we say for example..
Give *so-and-so 1 macho/sexy/family clap right?
Yea so, Jochebel and i started going around and giving everyone claps of our own, and theirs.
Haha, made up ones of course :D
For example, we all gave Vivian 1 night walk clap: *clap*, i'm so scared~
HAHA!
Cos during the night walk on the second day, we were all blind-folded,
did dirty, gooey, gruesome, disgusting, and the worst things you could've ever imagined/done,
we did it during the night walk.
Shits man.
So when we're blind-folded, not knowing what's going on and what we're gonna do next,
we'll get scared, annoyed, frustrated and lost right?
So Vivian's only complain was mainly: Ahh! I'm so scared!~
Haha, so we teased her with this. >:)

As for me, it's: *clap*, eh rebekah, rebekah, my shirt, my shirt!
Don't ask.
Rachel: *clap*, you know i really wanna see where you're, but i just don't know where you're. :(
HAHA.
Other wise, it's: *clap*, eyy wait for me, wait for me! for Rachel. And: *clap*, hehehehehoo (some weird laughter) for Vivian!
HAHAHA.
Then Jochebel: *clap*, ehhh walaoooooo~~
LOL!
Roy: *clap*, keeps really quiet and looks down at the floor. Cos he's always looking emo.
Yangjuin: *clap*, imma barbie girl, in a barbie worldd~
Seet: *clap*, lala lala lala lala, elmo's world~
And the best and funniest one was Coach Kev's. Hahaha!

It started out like this,
cos the girls were teasing and asking kenchan (coach): Why you wear FBT when ur a guy uh?
HAHA.
And kenchan would always reply: No lah! This is not FBT, it's Army Running shorts.
So we'll go like, "Ohhhhhhh!"
Then his therefore goes like this: *clap*, this is army running shorts lah!
HAHAHA. Very funny lor.
Rachel and i kept doing the claps in front of Vivian and kenchan especially,
then kenchan would go like: Eh, don't lah, don't lah. Sounds so stupid man. Hahaha.

And we also did it on the bus to Vivian. Haha! So funny!
Anyway, this is about it. Long post already man. Gonna go eat now, bye!

Sunday, June 7, 2009, 4:31 AM
blessing in disguise.

Saturday was a very fun and humorous day.
Haha :D

First thing in the morning, woken up by xq's sms.
Got changed for Dare,
left the home at 12 and took Dad's car to Swissotel to meet Kimb.
*Many hugs and kisses lah.*
:)
Macs for lunch at Raffles Place.
It was really time we did some catching up and talking.
:D
That meal was really good. *Thumbs up.*

Around 1.40, walked to Suntec and met the rest of the DG during pre-service.
Praise&worship was awesome,
and so was service!
Grace wins sin hands down!
:)

After service, we assembled as DGs.
**And Kiah was super pretty that day!
Whistles! HAHA.
Played around with Ruth, Kiah, Wenyi and Liqin. Hahaha. Super funny.
Then, Pearlyn came back from her Rs briefing.
So she passed her jacket to Ruth and went off to the toilet.
After that, we kept passing the jacket to everyone, when there came Yangjuin and Malcolm.
They both thought the jacket belonged to Yangjuin cos it looked very much like his.
So Yangjuin took it from Ruth and wore it on himself.
(His own jacket was in Roy's hands and he thought the guys passed it to us.)

When Pearlyn came out, Ruth lied to her that we threw her jacket down.
Which made Pearlyn super angry. But even angrier when she found out Yangjuin was fooled by us,
and wearing her jacket then!
HAHA! Ruth's damn bad right. I'm innocent! *Hands up.*
HAHAHAHA.

Afterwards, the whole of level2 walked to this bus stop together,
and took bus 100 to the Army Market.
Somewhere near Beach Rd i think.
There, we bought all the camp necessaties and stuff we needed and wanted to find.
The things there are like super cheap and durable lah! Haha.

But it was freaking.freaking.freaking. hot there.
I swear everyone was perspiring like mad pigs and cows man.
Ew.
Anyway, so after all that bargaining, shopping and buying,
we headed off with some guys from Dive,
and took bus 100 back to Suntec again and off to Fountain Food Terrace for dinner.
I ate alot man, super hungry.
:B
But the food was good! Haha.

After eating, Ruth, Pearlyn and i had to go already.
So Kimb stayed in Suntec with Malcolm to look for Kenneth's present anyways.
36-ed to Dhoby Ghout,
and trained back home.

Extra info:
  • Yangjuin kena called Black Face by Pearlyn at the Army Market. Haha!
  • On bus 36 to dhoby, Ruth, Pearlyn and I had to squeeze into 2 seats cos our legs were all aching and there were only those spaces left for us. Then Ruth said: 3 greenies sitting on 2 seats. Haha, cos the 3 of us coincidentally wore green tops together.
  • Some guy who boarded the same bus as us, kept looking and smiling at me like some pervertic rambutan head. And man, i don't even know who on earth he is. He justs gives me that creepy idea and scary feeling. Yuck.
  • Kimberly made me look stupid during lunch at Mac. Hahaha! She turned me into some stupid-looking vampire >:( So bad righttt. HAHA!

Bye!


Friday, June 5, 2009, 4:55 PM
homecoming.




Hey Monday rockkks!

You should listen their songs, freaking nice.
:D
You'll love them man. Haha.
Especially the girl, she has some awesome voice lah!
And she's damn cool and prettaye.
\m/


candles.

So pissed man.
I was supposed to go out for lunch today after the whole Math Algebra thing with Yuwen and the rest,
but Mom called at the wrong timing and told me to get home immediately.
Cos she was sending my maid home and she needed somebody at home?

All plans completely cancelled today.
Wtfff.
Today was supposedly Nik and My 1-year Bff Anniversary lor.
I know it sounds lame and whatever, then fine but so what man.
First it was Jay. He was supposed to come, but he couldn't cos he had classes in School.
And now it's Nik.
He has classes till 8.15 pm at night too. Oh my god.
:(

Thus i thought of going out with Audrey instead,
but then comes Mom.
Never mind, i think Aud's unhappy now.
Just hope that i could make it up to her and go out with her soon. :l
Sorry babe, see you tmr.
:D

Wisma tonight! (i wish)

Thursday, June 4, 2009, 5:41 AM
the anthem.

Right, i just realised how freaking long my post was.
Sorry for the inconvenience man.
But i just had the inspiration post so much. :o

Ps.

red roses.

Yesterday was really cool alright :)
Dance was starting at noon,
So i went outta home earlier to meet Beiting at J8.
And for the first time! I'M EARLY. YAY.

Hillary and Kim then joined us for breakfast at Subway too.
Ate and left off for school.
Danced. Mr Adam was nice.
:D
When dance ended,
Trained to Dhoby with Phoebe to meet Munchieu.
Hit the screens at Grand Cathay,
Caught Night at the Museum 2.
Funny.

I ate a hell load of junk and had a bad tummy ache.
Lol. But can't help it lah, was hungry ya'know.
:B
After the movie,
We walked about the mall for awhile,
And wanted to spend some moneh on Ben&Jerry's but had no time already.
So, trained back to Amk with Phoebe and did a little window shopping at the hub.
:)

Bused back.
Recalling, i remember this:
'WIL WILL.'
HAHA. I'll see how you can pronounce what's written above correctly.
Freaking hilarious lah.
Cos at the bus stop, we were talking about,
{Why don't guys carry bags with them when they go out?}
{Which guy friends of ours we know carry bags out with them and those we know who do not?}
Hahaha, it was a really good conversation ok.
:b

Then Phoebe thought of Wil.
So we chorused, 'Oh! Wil will carry bag out one.'
Haha.
Then we started correctly one another's tenses and the pronounciation of that bloody short sentence.
HAHAHA. Super funny lah.

Afterwards, homed with Munchieu.
Bathed and changed.
Mom was bringing us out to East Coast (again!) with Caifan.
This time we brought her out there was to make her happy.
Cos she's kinda jailed at home, poor thing right.
:(
There, we had talks and drank drinks? Haha.
And these stupid conversation occurred:
We were talking about Cherida saying that Kongwai is damn hot,
Then she went to tell Nicholas Kek and he said, 'Ew. Yuck. Do you mean Liew Kong Wai?'
Then Cher said idk what and he replied again, 'Are you sure you are talking about the Kong Wai from my class?'
And Mc was like saying, 'Aiya i think Nick kek's jealous lor.'
HAHA. The way they said it was damn funny.

After that, Mc tried to invite Caifan to Dare this coming saturday by saying, 'Do you wanna come for a concert this coming sat? It's at the Rock.'
Then i looked at him in this weird manner and said, 'She knows what you are talking about, she's not stupid you know.'
And we diao-ded him. Lol!

When it was close to 12 midnight, we headed to the Lagoon for supper.
The food rocks. \m/
Afterwards, homed. Slept after 1 a.m. :p
And i actually decided to go for the Math Algebraic Camp at School afterall,
In spite of all that,
'Aiya i don't wanna go lah. Don't feel like going leh. Even if i don't go also won't die right. Also not like as if i care.' Blah blah blah. All that negative thoughts and stupid comments.
Whatever lah.
Ultimately, i still went.
-.-

ANDD. I'm going back again for the Second day session tmr.
MANNN.
How bad can that be.
...
Nah, it's actually not that bad. Heheh.
It was pretty good today.
Learnt and kinda got back on track as i missed out some stuff during Ms Lim's usual Math lesson during School period.
So it's kinda worth it.
Rushed for Dance after that freaking 6 long hours of Algebra lessons.

After dance,
J8-ed for dinner at KFC with Novitaaa.
It was really enjoyable. Had lots of fun and laughter man.
Darn, i srsly missed those funny days.
And i'm definitely gonna miss them in the months to come.
Some peepo would know what i mean :)
Like.. Kerene and Beiting. Haha.

SPECIAL DAY OF REMEMBRANCE TMR.

Monday, June 1, 2009, 7:56 PM
moments of truth.

The weekends were good.
Saturday was Dare to Believe Adv Camp Snuggle!
Sunday was church.

However, there are several matters i need to pray to and seek God for.
He shall be my strength and might.
My great, wonderful Saviour.
I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me.
:D

Jochebel, Danielle and Rachel!
Remember to help meeee okayyy. Haha.

Monday was a freaking busy and long day.

Had so many things i'm suppose to do,
Took up the whole day from morning till night.
Yet i still couldn't complete every thing i'm supposed to do.
:(
Such as,
I still had to cancel my piano lesson at night and have another make up session.
And i forgot to go shop for some woman necessaties and also camp necessaties.
Arghh.

Never mind, i think i'm gonna go buy it with Sherlyn!
Or Ruth. Or Pearlyn. Or Nikolai. Or Jay!
\m/
I'm gonna ask them first :B

Besides the point, it's my first date out and that's with Mom! :)
It was awesome. Mom bought me lots of stuff man. Haha.

Anyway, gonna stone at home today.
Having no plans during the holiday really suck.
Was supposed to hit the screens today with Darren and Marv.
But Darren's having tuition.
:(

So we decided to watch Night at the Museum 2 tmr instead.
:)
After my dance.


Aloha !

My big name's Racia and I'mma Pig.
Other than snorting whole day long and rolling over the awesome smelly mud,

I'mma insane dancer.
And I LOVE YAHWEH.

Green is the sex.
Also,
I'm turning 15 on 'ohsixoheight.
:)


GROW TALLER
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GROW TALLER
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New pair of slippers
Pretty hand bags :]
Grey hoodie
Black jacket (:
Adidas running shoes
Learn to walk on heels
Macbook WHOO.
iPod touch!
More of Pastor's sermon discs
DSLR canon 500d
A new wallet/purse
SEXY GREEN ELECTRIC GUITAR (Y)
A pair of drum sticks!
A DG SHIRT.