Forgot to add.

Applied anointing oil last night before i slept, cos i seeked god to multiply my rest as tho it was 10 hrs of sleep instead of 5 :) :)
1.13 am to 6 am mah. Our god is an awesome god, He reigns from heaven above with wisdom, power and love! \m/
And indeed, i could wake up as early as 5.35 am instead of 6! And felt really refreshed and energized, i didn't sleep during lessons too! :D Even tho most of the time i do, despite consuming longer hrs of sleep. Seeee, He's so goood! :D :D :D

Anyway, i'm not gonna let some psychopathic jackass freak idiotic noob like him to affect my mood and my days from now onwards. Cos it's simple that we know, HE DOESNT CONTROL MY LIFE NOR ME. And he's no rights to spout nonsense about me and my friends which only makes himself look more pathetic and freaking lame. Fxck off lah you b*tch. Y'think you're so great? Puhlease, your hairdo is like shit. Your body proportion is like poop. Your voice is no dfference from a guy who doesn't know how to speak properly and go around saying alien languages like: ah gu gu gu.

Don't whatever me if you don't know how to use the right words at the right time. God gave you a mouth and intelligent brain, you take for granted is it. If you don't want it, i'll teach you. Be a kind soul and do random deeds such as, walk into the house kitchen, look for a chopper or sharp knife, and slice ur head open. Take out the skull and smash it on the floor. Search for the brain and take a cab down to the woodbrigde and donate it.

Oh shot. I just realised, by the time you slice ur head with the knife, you'd already be dead. Opps.
And this is what i call cool sarcasm. You don't have to act, cos no matter how hard to try, you still look like an idiot. And acting beng, doesn't make you anyone, anywhere better :) thanks very much.

School was really good! :D Prayers are awesome man! Anointing oil the besttt :)

Last night i slept at about 1 plus, same as amanda. Hahaha we managed to finish the home econ project yesterday. Yay :D It was my first time staying up for so late and long to mug and do school work, wakaka. I'm proud of myself hahah! :B

Anyway today, nothing much happened. But i finally learnt how to make a burger myself during home econ! Yay, and it's tasty eh :) :)
It looks kinda gross and messy tho. Lol. After school, walked to the bubble tea shop with kenneth and renwen, then got to bishan to train to outram to meet cheryl laogong! <3
We didn't wanna catch a movie already, so it was then -> Movie to shopping at plaza sing + bugis :D :D I was so kind kind kind enough to wait for laogong at outram for 45 whole mins okay! OMG. Wl hahaha, but nvm lah, next time let her wait for me luh :B Anyway, eat Mos at plaza sing then shopped around before we decided to go off to bugis to shop for cheryl's orange top. She needed it for rs tmr, hahah and i needed a top to go with for dare tmr. Yay :D OH, i cannot wait for dare! I know there's somebody else who's more excited than i am! ->>> CHIA MONKEY WOMAN. Hahahaha!

Ohwells, cos we couldn't find anything below cheryl's budget, we decided to go somewhere else and we managed to buy tops at a cheap rate in bugis! Haha, okay i sound kinda random and lame, but so what man ^^V anyway, i'm gonna call laogong now, so i shall end off here.

Toodies peeeeps,
hoepfully church tmr will restore my lost and helplessness, amen.

I may not fully know god's heart for me,
but for sure i know He wants to give me the best and much more! Amen amen amen :D :D :D :D :D
And He never fails me. It was His great love that finished it all, so that now i won't have to suffer as much as He did before.
Even when i turned my back against His beautiful affliction and face, He still ran to me and called me His beloved, His son :)
:D

HARHO.
Chionging home econ project now. Dateline's tmr :O but it's alright cos god will multiply time and Rest for me! Yay.
I'm just happy that there's no school today cos it's elearning. Hahah, and tuition today was awesome :) So glad i went back after so long. Was super busy with dance in the past man. But god let me go back for tuition at the right time, right place :D

Tmr's gonna be another great day :D Amen! And the day after that will be dare! Mom's gonna let me go and also sunday svc, amen! :)
Also another busy day cos i'm gonna,
1. Learn many new things at school
2. Finally learn how to cook during home econ :P
3. Movie with cheryl laogong!
4. Go jogging in the early evening
5. Do music project
6. And maybe study science! :D

Yay me, yay jesus! All glory and honour to Him luh.
Okey dokey, gotta go back to my work now. :D :D

CIAO POOPS. ^^

Today dance was cancelled.

Took history, english and math tests today. And i think i'm giving up math.
Surely the test was so damn screwed lah. I don' even bother to finish the test, i just nil-ed the questions i didn't wanna do and idk how to do and can't be bothered to think. I always skip math lesson. Even if i can't ton it, i'd do something else to kill time. The teacher doesn't care, so why should i? But i don't care a shit, and idk why i'm behaving like that.
I honestly don't want to. But idk what to do now to help myself already. Given up. I gave myself up on math. Shit.

Okay,
the end.

Screw blogger.
Screw homework >:)
Screw school.

Today was awesome at school man! School was srsly good man. Really all glory to jesus luh :D
Grace grace, i didn't bring my science prac book today and our class was told to go to prac lab. And the sound of it is obvious that we're gonna do practical right? But we only did the experiments and not the workbook :O It was 2 periods of science some more, usually would have more time to do work, butttt surprisingly we had to restrict the time cos of the many things we needed to do!
So i was damn save-my-ass lah! :D And then, we're supposed to stay back after school for science supp at the lab. Like again, i know -.- but when janice went up to ask mrs goh about staying back for science supp, mrs goh completely forgotten abt it said: "Huh? What science supp? Aiya cannot lah, i'm going to be late if we have a class. Tomorrow lah, tomorrow lah!"
WOW MAN. Flooding abundance of grace luh! So cool please. Jesus rocks my life!

Anyway i've got alot alot of homework today. So much to the extend that i've to pon dance :( well besides, mr adam also didn't come, so what's the point of going for dance today anyways? :B but i'll definitely go on wednesday's practice! Cos i miss adam, and he's coming back :D hahaha!

Ohweeelll, homework for today isn't gonna kill me cos god's multiply my time and rest :D amen! I'm so excited for school tmr and the day after and the day after after and elearning on thurs and the day after after after elearning! Woohhoo. God's an amazing god man! :) Lalala, and i love xintian and pearlyn to the max max max max pavilion! :D Oh yes and my wonderful awesome birthday is just next week! :O i cannot wait man! It's gonna be so awesome cos god said so and planned so already! Looking forward to the weekends now.

Hopefully, the teachers would give very very little homework on friday then i can complete them asap! And then mommy will allow me to go dare on sat and sunday svc :D Yay. Free cheers for piggy racia! *smiles widely.

WOAH. The Zone ah, was awesome man!
No. It's more than just awesome! It was incredible! :D
Super fun! After the whole 3 hr concert, i was still very hyper yayyy.

Anyway, the day was long. It started out with me waking up super early, like at 6.30 AM. -.- Got changed and all, then left the hse and took the bus to the interchange.
Trained to potong pasir to meet kimb. And she was late. Well not exactly late but late in waking up. She wa supposed to wake up at 7. Haha, then i kept calling her but couldn't get through the line.
So dear kimb woke up at 8 instead and rushed to the mrt stn to meet me so as to pass me kongwai's zone tix :) and grace grace, i was late cos the train was delayed. So she was earlier than me. Lol.

Afterwards, trained to city hall first and met jovy. Vivian was super duper late, omg i almost wanted to kill herrr. So poor jochebel had to wait for her for 35 min at bishan. But i the most pathetic one lah, waited for all of them for 1 and a half hr. Thanks very much ah :(
9.40 we trained to tanah merah to meet some poops then trained to changi to meet the rest. First thing when we got there: big joel was playing with the luggage carts with amos -.- going up and down the slopes. Yay them. tsk.

And then we left off for T2 to have our breakfast. Yum. Mac! Dapao-ed and nice nice uncle jerome gave me and viv a good ride on the cart to the escalator before we went down to the train stn :D afterwards, waited for some people before we boarded the train. And off we went to expo! :)

Met some divo peeps and malcolm. My dg was late -.- wow. But nvm, we went ahead for hall 9 while malcolm and the rest ate at subway.
Waited waited waited then finally my dg came! Yay. I missed pearlyn and charmaine! And we could go in for conference already :)
Got seats, conference started at 1. Super cool lah, 3 sermons in 1. And the pianist from hillsong united freaking cute! x) the drummer looks freaking cool lah! I love drummers, i think they're damn cool. Yowww :S
Pastor judah smith's preaching was really simple to understand luh :) very very good. (Y) thumbs up!

After the workshop, had 3-4 hrs of waiting time. And xintian and kimb was late! Aiya, kenneth i don't care lah, hee :) But still met them in the hall afterwards :D yay.
Concert started at 7. OMG. I became high at about 4 or 5 plus. Went high with nikolai and jochebel, then kept jumping and galloping lika horse :B woah, damn embarrass sia. But fun luh.
AND. The Zone concert was awesome awesome awesome ttmaxmaxmaxmax! :D :D :D
It was jesus cool lah! Not super, very, really, so, extremely, extraordinary, freaking, fking but JESUS cool man!
I'm SO looking forward to The Zone '10! Woohoo awesome!

The music was blasting out loud. Sounded like my heartbeat. And becky went too! My lovely cousie :) Super chio okay. Hahaha. Want her no.? Ask me :b
Anyway, even before the concert started, my voice break already lor. Directly people around and helping out with everything else. Oh my god. And then shouting over the phone cos it was too damn noisy.
Anyway, my voice sounded like shit when the first song started playing. Lol. But during the first few songs, i still jumped, praised, worshipped and sang like nobody's business. Praying and trusing god at the same time to heal me insantly. And woah, in a split second, i covered my ears to hear myself and i sounded as normal as ever man! Glory to jesus lah, so miraculous! :D

And the concert ended at 10 plus. It was really an awesome sight when i saw from the front hundreds of people standing up, brave, to receive christ and to be saved. So proud of my god lah. He not only touches people but He grabs us! It was so spectacular man. Super touched through the anointing until i cried. Acks. But, breakthrough luh :)

After the concert, bid bye to many many people. Hugs and kisses. Left off to mrt stn with donatus, bel, dan, jovy and some radical poops. Trained home.
Met mommy and grandpa at tp. They brought me out for supper. Yay :D

Okay. This is a super long post, i'm going off now, bye!
P/s, pixies are with sherrie and uncle jerome! :)

HI.

This week was simple yet great :)
Blessed luh, hahahah.

Anyway idk why, but i feel kinda weird right now.
It's like i'm missing out on something. Hm.
Oh wells, nvm. It's the zone tmr :D !!! Gonna be so anointing and the presence of god is gonna be sooo greattt :D
Can't wait can't wait can't waitttt.

Can't wait to see many many countless people.
Can't wait to see many many countless familiar faces!
Can't wait to have many many countless fun with friends!
Just can't wait for every exciting and awesome thing that's gonna happen tmr. Amenn! :)

Okey dokey, here goes abt my week.
...
Monday was funny.
Our class dk why but suddenly became animal farm during eng lesson.
Hahaha! Haoran kena called donkey for making so much unnecessary, irritating noises and talking crapz. :S

Then zhisheng was donkey no.2,
desmond was half donkey half human.
Yoonjung was the female donkey of the class.
And as usual i'm the cute little piggg!
Kenneth the orange irritating rattt >:)
Xintian the playful, active monkey.
Josephine the lizard, hahah!
So funny. okay,
Lastly. Kim the cowww goes moooo.
And augus the talkative goooooseee.

HAHAHA I LOVE MY CLASS MAN. EVERYBODY'S SO FUNNY!

And then tuesday, hm. Nothing much bah.

Wednesday, mr ko taught us to use the word 'faeces' instead of the S-H-I-T word.
Lol. Cos the guys were all like, 'oh shit' when mr ko asked for the homework to be passed down and handed in.
Then mr ko got so mad he shouted: "Eh please ah, don't use the S-H-I-T word okay! The official word for S-H-I-T is faeces! So you all should be using it instead of the S-H-I-T word!"

Hahahaha super funny.
So when we all heard this, everybody started rejoicing faeces. Lmao.

And it's thursday :D :D
I'm loving it. Cos i went out after school to meet cheryl (luv) at orchard.
Went to shaw tower and caught harry potter and the half blood prince!
The show wasn't honestly that nice, but the day was spent awesome!

And then there were alot of times we kept saying 'trust god' and 'woah god's grace eh!'.
Cos, eg. We ordered mac meals before the movie so that we could take in and eat it, then the $5 note that the cashier woman used to return me for my change, i lent to cheryl so she could pay for her meal.
But when we passed the woman the note, it dk why suddenly tore into half. And it was PLASTIC note some more okay, how to tear? Unless use scissors luh. Then it was perfectly fine when it was on our hands but when pass to the woman immediately destroyed.
Scary sia.

So we tried to explain to the woman, then after awhile she said it's okay, i'll just keep the note.
Woah, and we thought she'll be super angry luh. So we stood one side and waited for the meals to come.

Second incident was in the threatre.
Cos we made quite alot of noise with the mac paper bag. I mean if we don't meddle with it how to eat right?
So the couple beside us was quite fed up and kept tsking and shhhing us. And obviously we were kinda irritating too lah, then wanted to change seats.
But suddenly the couple stood up instead and moved up to in front.

And cheryl and i were like: woah? and looking at each other. Awesome or what man!?
God is good man.
Then the movie ended about 5 plus, we went into several shops like cotton on! to window shop and take looks and buy cheryl's flats.
We soon left when it was 6 plus :( hahah.

Friday.. today.
School turned out to be rather fruitful and fun!
With people like xintian, renwen and kenneth! :D hahah!
Okay lah, and kimb, joe and jan! :)

I kept going abt the class and asked amanda, xt and kenneth what day it was today and tmr. And only xintian got it right!
Hahaha. Today's friday. Tmr's not saturday but ZONE DAY! WOOHOO HAHAHA YAYYY.

After school, bused to tp with renwen and had lunch at delifrance.
Wow super full now man. Good meal :)
Afterwards, homed!

YIPPEEE AWESOMIO.
1 MORE DAY TO ZONE!
P/s, eh no. It's actually less than 24 hrs! :D

Why am i always getting into trouble because of what the world says?
Why am i called dishonest when there are others out there who are even more dishonest than me?
Aren't i being honest by raising up my hands as a sign of admitting i did something i'm not supposed to do?
Whereas others manage to get away with it?

It's so unfair.
I wish i didn't have to get influenced by what the world does and says to me.
I only wish that the teacher could see the truth.

I really wanna be a good student, a pleasant girl.
I never asked to forget my books and get other innocent friends into trouble with me.
I just wanna explain myself, but i don't think the teacher would even let me do so.

I really wanna be a good student.
I just wanna prove myself to all my classmates and teachers. It is that difficult?

I'm may be worn out by work at times but i always believe that God is my restoration and strength,
and i'll keep walking on by faith.
I'm not angry with the teacher nor my friends or anyone else.
I'm not unhappy and i'm not pissed.

I just feel really disappointed with myself.
Why can't i do it?
And i feel very upset with.. i don't know what.
I just don't know what to be feeling now.

I only ask for more than enough favour :)

I srsly desperately need help with math.
I cannot even do a simple piece of graph work man, wl. What shit is this lah.
You think idw to do well also meh, tsk.

I need a tutor. A good one.
I don't want another F9. I want an A. Just like saying A-men!

I need the motivation and inspiration to do my work well. And get more focused on math.
Damnit.

Eh last year in sec 1 i did so well puhlease. 92.3 eh, omg i'm so proud of it :D
But now. F9. Yeah all thanks to the teacher.
However, i know i know. I shouldn't push all the blame on her. I need to concentrate on the work myself.
But just go ask the class lah, she's not a good teacher. She cannot teach. I'm sorry for saying this but yeah, it's true.

She's really kind, helpful and nice tho. But not serious enough for a teacher.
It's a pity.

Sigh. God help me please!

Racia sees you.:
WASSUP JUNHAO

Lee Jun Hao:
wassup RACIA

Racia sees you.:
HAHAHA! OMG WHAT TIME DID YOU LEAVE JUST NOW.

Lee Jun Hao:
i just reach home lol

Lee Jun Hao:
8.15 i leave abt there

Racia sees you.:
OMG SO LATE.
WOW THANK GOD I DIDNT WAIT FOR YOU!

Lee Jun Hao:
lol,
LOl
lol

Racia sees you.:
HAHAHA
OMG ARE YOU GOING FOR THE ZONE?

Lee Jun Hao:
YES I AMM, THE WHOLE DAY
YOU?????????????????/

Racia sees you.:
HAHAH ME TOO!
HI5!

Lee Jun Hao:
HI5
LOW4
whole day right?

Racia sees you.:
HAHA YEAHP!
OMG LOW4. HAHAHA SO FUNNY

Lee Jun Hao:
hahahah

Lee Jun Hao:
u doing what now/?

Racia sees you.:
doing alot of things hahah

Lee Jun Hao:
like what, lol

Racia sees you.:
hahah wait ah. cos im on the phone

Lee Jun Hao:
lol, ok, haha
-
Omg super random i know. Hahaha but at first it was damn funny.
Tho now i think it's damn stupid. paiseh hehe.
Anyway god's amazing grace man!
He let mommy allow me to go for svc tmr :D awesomio!

Okay. Anyway i think my friends are awesomio!
Byebye mellow.
P/s, i'm on the phone with joel now and he's using his mouth to beatbox?.
Well that's what he says but i say it's called farting. Lol.

How shall i start?
Well there's just so much to talk about friday and today :D
All praise and thanks to god.
And also joshua and alvin, thank you! For you know what uh, haha.

Friday school was good. Will be better amen!
After school, had lunch at renwen's place.
Woah her ahma's cooking rocks man. I've never had such great homecook food for a really long time :)
And i always thought crab tastes sucky, but i was proven wrong \m/

Afterwards, took off for tp interchange where i met charity and trained to newton together.
And when we were at the bus stop, lotsa spastic moments occured.
Hahah charity was high again! Aiya she's like forever high was me!
Must be that light of god shining in me muahaha! And favour wooho.
:D

Eh, then after that we got on the bus and beloved rat called me up cos he needed my help urgently.
HAHA super funny man.
Cos kenneth was having his cell group perfomance that night and he was the narator,
so he wanted me to help me test out his speech and whatever lah.
Hahaha then on the bus he kept complaining that i was speaking too softly.
And i kept making him laugh just when he's about to recite.
Stupid sia, my fault lah?! hahah.

Then when i was laughing at what he said,
he was so mean he exclaimed: oh my gosh? did i just hear a pig laugh? or was it a snore?
HAHAHA stupid mad rat when laughing.
And cos his ears were far too small that's why he couldnt hear me speak loud enough.
YAY AHAHA :D

And kenneth super long winded lah, dont wanna put down the phone.
Keep talking to me like some mother. Hahaha! Mummy rat.
Ew so gay. hahah :)

So later onwards, we met claire at the destinated bus stop and walked to jay's condo.
Got to the function rm first and started playing with water.
OMG SO FUN. i wanna play again! :D
Okay, so the practise was long. Lasted till 10 plus.
And to cut the long story short, i got home by 12 after sending jeter and joel a lift to bishan again.
Hahah, it was an awesome day man :D
Oh and kenneth is super kind! He actually typed out all the chinese suyu for me so that i could learn for my chinese test on friday.
I lost the paper :B heheh, but i didnt take an extra glance at the smses and went to bed.
HAHA SORRY RAT. I KNOW YOU WERE MAD AT ME FOR THIS :B
But, i love you! Lol.

Today was the big day.
After so so many days of practices at diff ppl's hses, time for us to showcase our dancing talents.
Coolio! :)
But it was kinda screwed cos i forgot my solo parts, damn :'(
And i didnt like what i wore today. I mean it was uncomfortable, sorry.

After svc, went to koufu with dg *love yall* then had a short celebration session for kenchan's birthday!
Yay. Thanks for being sucha wonder coach and been sucha great blessing man!
Afterwards, slacked. did alota other stuff and time i went home :)
Walked to city hall and trained back with clare, yinying and RACHEL!
I LOVE YOU BABE SO LONG DIDNT SEE YOU ALD! :D

Eh then it was super funny on our way to city hall. hahahah.
Favour from god to have such awesome friends!

Goodbye.

Hell the toes.
Hello i mean. Lol.

Alright, i shall get to the point.
I'm sick again and i missed school today.

I'm bored.
Bored to dust and not tears.
I just want the week ends to come sooner and faster.
Tolong okay, okay now goodbye!

P/s, oh and i think my laptop is spoiling.
It's only less than a year's old. My god. I need a new one now.

You could be right,
perhaps we really don't clique.
Apparently we look like one, but we just don't fit in altogether.

I really don't wanna complain,
i really don't wanna dread.
I really wanna keep that smile running,
i really wanna be that happy yappy apple like before.

I wanna know that you guys still care,
i wanna know that you guys still appreciate my existence.
I don't wanna be treated like someone i'm not,
i don't wanna be like your scapegoat.

All i ask for is appreciation of my existence,
and simply treat me the way you want to be treated.

I may not be the best friend you've ever met,
i may not the perfect person you've ever known.
But i just want you to know how much i appreciate you as a living friend.
I just want you to know how hurtful it can get when you use words that does so much to ache my heart, when you don't even realise.

All i want is to be treated like a real human with true feelings.
I just want a little more attention and concern, is it that difficult?

These sufferings and heartaches, you may not have experienced.
You think it's a joke? It's not okay.
If i did it on you, how do you think you'd feel.
You can never have the answer to my question.
That's because you only care about yourself. You have never spared a thought for how i would've felt.

Everytime i tried to give in to you,
everytime i tried to suit to you.
All the time i tried to be there for you when you needed,
all the time i tried to do my best to please you.
It's always not good enough.

I just wanna be myself. I wanna enjoy doing that.
Sometimes i really wish i could puke every injury and hurt from the inside out,
sometimes i just wish there was somebody that would shut up the whole time and let me do all the talking.
I don't need a friend to give me great advises,
i don't need a fantastic listener,
i don't need a strong shoulder to let me lean on.
I just want company from a friend.
Sit by me for hours staring into thin air, and let me crap all i want until i think i'm full,
then leave the spot and go home.

All i want is something that simple.
Making my friends happy and laugh is my nature? Yeah.
Sounds so true.
But why can't i make myself happier?
As i get older each day, more problems flood my way.
But i'm still believing that God will never let this be forever.
He's my help and restoration. He's gonna turn things around for my good.
And He's my mighty Saviour.

I don't wanna cry under the table,
and tell my friends i'm alright.
I don't wanna sob in the dark,
and lie to my friends that dust got into my eyes.

Right now, i think i just need some comfort and rest.

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Eh anyway, i missed out on 2 days of lessons at school cos i'm on mc.
Shoot, i wanna go to school yknow. Hahah.
Oh, not forgetting sunday.. It was awesome ttm!
Ps mark's message really applied. I shared it with mom and it seemed to get through her.
Hee, i'm so looking forward to the coming weekends now.
Dare God Talent performance + dare service + fellowship with loving dg + sunday service + seeing awesome poopies again + receiving more of the Word.
WOO. awesome man!

Walk this path of what god laid down for me.
Walk by faith with Him, and not by sight for it's under law and commonness.
Look ahead, for the heavenly blessings shall come flooding tremendously in my life!
Obstacles and challenges along my path shall be rid by Jesus.
I will jump over them just like jumping over puddles of water, where grace is present.

Oh my mama, i feel so filled with the love and peace of god right now.
Knowing just how much he loves me and want the best for me :)
I'm gonna live life to its fullest and convince the devil that he's a jerkass.
He's gonna be running outta my life with a hole in his ass man! (cos i burnt his pants)
:D

Ohwell, i must calm down now.. :)
Sunday was really awesome alrighties! I've done so many things in just a day.
It was lunch with the usual poopies and level4s at Aston.
And then it was shopping at cotton on with cheryl. Woah lovely woman over here!
However, some bimbotic and spastic incident happened when we went into the fitting rooms to try out our items. tsk! but i shan't elaborate, hahaha.
Go ask cheryl urself kpos! ♥

:D afterwards it was service time!
Ending the whole day with dare god talent dance auditions and video shoot with the funfunveryfun people from space jammers!
Hahaha. being with them truly makes you laugh until you flip flop upside down. Hoo!

Lastly, went back to city hall with jeter and charity.
And charity was fking high that evening! Oh my goodness, i cannot stand her.
Eh any of ur see charity so generally quiet and laid back right,
it's not her loh! she's only acting hahahah!
Actually she's a very noisy irritating talkative bombartic person!
And she likes to laugh at her own joke and stories lika crazy woman! :B

Okay lah, i'm not so bad to badmouth her here.
Hahah anyway she knows the link so it's alright to badmouth some more, heheh.
But she's still a very nice and awesome friend and we all love her k!
But charity, God loves you even more! :D

Alright goodbye for now.

Hello.

This week was fruitful. In school and also during the dance practices(:
I'm thinking of changing the skin, but what to?
I needa find something simple nice and just 3 colours will do. hahah.

Anyway, back to the topic(:
Friday was the awesomest of the awesome!
After school, met jochebel around j8 and walked about for awhile before heading to MY HOME! for lunch :D
We left soon after cos bel had to go home, while i,
DANCE PRAC AT JAY'S PLACE! AWESOME! FUN! EXHILARATION!
Hahahaha!

I was left with 54cents in my card when i alighted the bus at tp interchange.
Not knowing that it wasn't enough to take the train, i tapped it on the reader and received a blinking red light -.-
Damn it. I couldn't get pass the control stn. And i was ald so late in meeting charity and claire!
ARGH, how stupid.
But after awhile, i managed to pass the tap reader by god's grace.
It's a mirable man. And honestly, less stress less effort was put in. Proud of my god!
:D

Aiya, it's kinda long story, so i'm not gonna say it here(: AH-HAA!
Got to jay's house before 5, went up to his apartment to chill out.
Just then, clarisse kiah and joel reached and couldn't find anyone at the function rm so they called jay up.
We kid with them that we went swimming. It went like this,
Jay said to kiah and clarisse: oh they went swimming that's why you don't see us at the function rm.
Clarisse: but we dont see them in the pool.
Jay: oh they are at the second pool. not the one you're looking at.
Clarisse: oh really. don't bluff lah jay.

Hahahaha, super funny. there's actually still more, but.
Nah, not saying it all out hahah. So afterwards, clarisse and co wanted to come up and search the house,
so claire charity and i went to hide in jay's rm. lmao!
Fking funny at that time, tho now it seems really dumb. but who cares?

Afterwards, recalled the dance steps till about 7+ when charity had ald left, and jeter just came -.-
Lol. so we practised awhile more before ordering canadian pizza for dinner :D
Yum. Be jealous poops! hahahaha!
Practice ended later this time round, since today there's no school.
We all packed up and left around 11. But managed to rap up almost everything and did the extensions for boomboompow. :D awesome.

Momma and grandpa fetched us home. Sent joel and jeter to bishan.
That was my day. It was long yeah,
and i pray that the following weeks are gonna be even more blessed and fruitful, amen!(:
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Didn't go for level session today. Lazy and dw to uh, actually.. teehee.
I can't wait for sunday service tomorrow. Much more awesomeness, hahah!
Goodbye!

I've been busy with dance and more dancing practices with the space jammers for the past few days.
And now i've too much to talk about it.
Ohwells, it's been a rough patch for us but God managed to work everything out for us within a day.
Our God is miraculous amen? hahah.
I mean, nothing is just manageable for God to do. It's always possible with Him(:

So anyways, i missed out on DG fellowship session after dare yesterday cos i had to rush back to school for my cip dance performance.
I've been a busy girl >:(
But believe that Jesus will multiply my study time and family time(: amen!
Woo, this is fun :D

Hahaha kay, i'm lame whatever.
I'm just so happy and filled with the peace of God. Hahaha.
Anyway, I LOVE AWESOME SEXY ABBY! She rocks ttm.
Thanks for talking to me the other night(: love you babe!

Anyway, i'm just gonna round off with:
(1) Jay's condo is awesome! It's super duper nice and pretty.
And the best thing is we're going back there again this week for the following dance practices!
Why?
Cos we sorta passed the auditions? I'm not sure,
but trust God that we'll pass amen!

(2) We had our Dare God Talent dance aud today.
Supposedly after third svc, but we all didn't go cos we spared time out for last min practice.
Since we only spent thurs and fri for practising.
And y'know what?!
The judges said that cos we only took 2 days to practise, we were very zai!
:D WOOHOO. All glory to jesus man.

... having mass convo with everyone else from space jammers soon(:
Stoning at home tmr cos mommy don't allow me to go out.
I've gotta study y'know :B
Kay, byebye.

Daddy God, He has blessed me with so many friends.
But i don't have one whom i can trust, and keep all my secrets with.
All is lost.

I don't ask for more,
and i don't need a friend who can be there to hear my sorrows out,
or listen to my problems,
or give me good advices,
or tell me what i should do,
or cheer me up.

I just want a friend who can watch me cry,
and withstand my ugly looking face in the process,
and keep it to him/herself and no one else.