Today was an awesome day. With : abby cherie kiah krista xt kimb cheryl jochebel quincy kenneth shawn nikolai ervin wence aaron seet yj danielle joel nisha jay joy jason jasper shervinn. & i met a lot of familiar faces. Today was a little bit here and there and everywhere and I SIMPLY LOVE SUNDAYS LIKE TODAY (: god's workin' he's movin' alright haha!

I am so happy today, however i'm exhausted and i'm not looking forward to school tmr.
But His favour surround me like a shield and He will give me wisdom to manage my time, my friends, my work, my studies, my family and my other commitments (: JESUS LOVES ME VERY MUCH hehe, bye!

I have a reason for not attending cross country tmr : I sprained my ankle during dance.
(thank god for everything - be it good or BAD) HAHAHA :/

Anyways i think the school is really dumb. No one's gonna run at the cross country race tmr, perhaps just a good 5% out of the thousand ++ people that's gna be there. Lol i bet everyone's just gna be walking and reluctantly wasting 4 hours of their pathetic time in macritchie, seriously. I think the school should just organise smth else better...

I'd rather stay in shool to study and do work and face boring old teachers. You learn and you gain. Beats getting bitten by mosquitos and smacked in the face by mischievous lil monkeys. Nasty yet nice to watch HAHA (: k bye

Gideon : "Do you have a dog?"
Racia : "No"
Gideon : "Do you have a cat at home?"
Racia : "No"
Gideon : "Can we end this game?"
Racia : "OF COURSE NOT HAHAHA"

& I made a new friend today, his name is zephan. He's a really nice and kind person.
And i realise that God gives us many things in life that we don't want for or have never expected, thought of or asked for. He just gives it to us, because He knows it's gna bless us - be it a person or thing or circumstance; He knows it's gna benefit us and it will reach out to us in certain aspects of our lives. So thank you Jesus (:

I will trust You in my tests tmr, and the following week. Jesus my wisdom, my sweatless effortless victory :)

* Saturday : Surprise surprise!!! Gonna be hanging out w the dg. *
YIPPEEE IT'S GNA BE FUN AND EXCITING, I SO CANNOT WAIT.

Friday the 22nd was ultimate fun!
It was pearlyn's birthday and "davo" planned to give pearlyn a surprise birthday celebration at her place. She was darn shocked and touched and HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY cause the guys missed their cca for her, and i missed my bio project too haha (: but it was all worth while cause things went out better than we had expected! Just give all the praise to Daddy God man (: cause it was He who worked in our midst and planned the afternoon out for us.

It was hilarious how the girls and i hid in pearlyn's room to prepare the cake but we had no ligher to lid up the candles! & how we blew up the balloons and made lots of funny noises. & how we rushed to do everything else! HAHAHA (Y)

"SURPRISE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARLYN (:" and blablabla, the guys came on time & we did the usual cut-cake routine etc, followed by some fellowship + mini P&W on pearlyn's guitar. Awesome <: after that we headed down to the playground for some fun time of CATHING & FREEZE 'N' MELT :D all time favourite hahaha. After rounds of playing we had to go off, and the day ended pretty well, however early. Cause pearlyn had to go out for dinner with fam. Oh wells, saturday was level session!!! & for the first time ever, davo were the earliest dgs to arrive & MALCOLM WAS SO PROUD OF US HAHAH. What was shared truly reached out to me and i believe, most of us. I'm gna apply the rest attitude man (: the Word is amazing and saturday was a great time of bonding whereby davo headed down to fareast to shop FOR FUN LOL (: but it got boring and the girls headed down to galleria then to shaw to meet the guys for dinner. There, we met Sean from I not stupid 1 & 2!!! TOO HOT TO BELIEVE RIGHT. he's frigging charming i like him (: hehehe, and we kept on stalking and looking at him. Fyi, we = girls only HAHAHA :s Sunday was another gr8 time of bonding with davo + roy jerome cheryl daryl derek dorothy and some other peeps (: after most left to play catching in sky garden (haha again) i met gideon, zeph (screaming inside) and my ultra pretty couz to talk about some filming stuff. & ___ was so cute he kept on complaining that this whole "idea" was a complete random bullshit (but we all know that he loved the idea, hahaha) Ok this is about all. School was quite good, i'm so looking forward to the rest of the days till friday (29/1 : frigging cross country is a srsly dumb idea).
Hopin' for a davo get-together at daryl's this sat (: to revive us all from 5 days of school misery. Then it's sunday again!

XINTIAN YOU BETTER COME 3RD WITH ME AND CO. HAHAHAHA (L)

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth

GOD I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE :

I'M CASTING MY WORRIES AND PROBLEMS UNTO YOU ONCE AND FOR ALL.

TAKE THEM, TAKE IT ALL

AND JUST HANDLE THEM FOR ME.

IT'S YOUR BATTLE YOUR FIGHT, NOT MINE.

AND MY FAITH IN YOU :>

HEYLO.

School has started and being the kind of person who don't worry about stuff until it's like so soo close to date, such as reopening of school for example, i fretted i worried i feared i wearied and i couldn't get myself to slp all thanks to the lousy MOE system. I cursed and i sweared but i never stopped turning to God at moments like this...

Thus i prayed and spoke and looked to Abba about this situation i call : ugly, horrible, and despicable. You know what god did to my monday? He made it turn out not just great or awesome but SPECTACULAR :) isn't he amazing? Although i'll be studying with a small bunch of people i don't rly know, or rather i don't rly like, i know god will do something about all that some time this year, because i'm in 3E4 for wonderful purposes; even with those new people around ;) AMEN

And what i think about wishes you make when you stand on the sandy beach at east coast on 31st december 2009, heard the ships yank and sound, decided for your 2010 resolutions, and hoping hoping hopin' it'll just come to past... It doesn't matter to me now, cause even with the best words or best celebrations, without god i can do nothing or achieve not a single thing in this prosperous year.

"HI GOD HI DADDY THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY FIRST 3 DAYS AT SCHOOL FUN AND ABUNDANT." i'm gonna continue to grow in His love for me, lord, just guide me and tell me what i should do. I may not want it but MAKE ME TO DO IT. i cannot promise You i will go according to your wishes, but i know YOU CAN MAKE ME WANNA DO IT. it's your desert song :)

AMENNN