Guess what? Today was awesome to the maaaax, we had commendation day performance once again. Ohhh and, it was another great day @ class with 3e4 :)

However today was the lassssssssst performance we had with the seniors cuz they had to stand down and prepare for o's :( i'm really gonna miss them. All that h2h mass talks, pigging around, bitching, being ohso bimbotic, camwhore craze (like suuuuuuupppppppeeeeerrrrrr), past experiences, punishment (syf for eg. all for one, one for all), scoldings and long lectures from mr adam. A lot more to add on in fact.

Well i guess what i'm trying to say is, dance is going to be boring once practice resumes cuz the seniors will not be around anymore... They were the ones who brought joy and laughter in the midst of everyone, they brought in comfort and a warmly atmosphere to the studio. We never failed to laugh with them... Sigh but it's all ending. Today.

Personally i enjoyed myself very x1234567890 much today. Supposing it's the last time i'm gonna perform with the seniors, i told myself to cast it all to God and let Him decide how the night's gonna go. TODAY WAS THE BEEEESSST PERFORMANCE I HAD IN GYSS.

Really, i'm gonna miss them. But i'll not cry (duhhhh) i'll try to get over it (i definitely will, it's just a matter of time hahahahah)

NOTE: Kor's birthday is next sunday! I've yet to save up, decide and shop for his present! Father tell me what i should get for kor's present, lead me!!!

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/352340/teens+fight+like+hooligans+at+rugby+match.html

This. Is. Freaking. Stupid.
It totally pissed me and cherie off like qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm!!!

OMGGG IT WAS MY BEST FRIEND THEY INJURED, IF IT WAS SOME OTHER RANDOM DUDE I DONT CARE!! And yet, the reporters are still paid to report crap.
Crap : Sas boys were behaving like hooligans, going up to acsi boys to pick a fight despite sportsmanship and after losing a rugby match against them.

WTH!!! That. Is. Not. True.
Screw that referee and the reporters. I think they are the ones who know nothing about sportsmanship.

I'm gonna see if i got the time to fly to clarke quay/novena to get some candies for erv. They'll make him happy again. I'm gonna make him smile this saturday. Just like he always do to me when i'm sad :(

Hey banana! ................................... Hey plumpkin! ........................................... Hey apple! ................................... Hey! Ermmm oh whatever.

Im kinda troubled right now, oh wells. Im gonna shake this confusion out of my head and be awesome again!! SO BYE.

I don't miss you, because........... I miss who you used to be.

I wish I could go back in time and correct something.

I want to hear you say you miss me. It would make things happier.

Daddy God really really loves me, I swear. And Jesus truly faithfully, undoubtly obeys and listens to the Father's every word. Try and get the link ok? ;)

Now, the cool Me's gonna talk about the cool stuff I did since last... Shall we start with wednesday?
- 3E4 went to visit the old folks at the geylang home for aged. I sat with zen and we had a lot to talk about! Thank God for my new class because he restored and he multipled. My class is super united and i love every single one of them! Just like in the bible, there's a something something verse like "Be contented (and grateful) with what I grant you and I will grant you more of what your heart holds dear.."

I love the old folks there. Although things kinda start out strange, unusual and shy but things got better when the class played songs and got the folks to sing clap cheer and dance along.. We moved on to games and other stuff. Most of us found common topics to chat with the folks there and we got them to open up more. Then some of them talked to us about their kids and wwii! Yup. The bus ride back to school was ridiculously noisy.. The jokers in the class started to throw paper balls within the bus. Gay.

- On thurs, I had napfa after school! It was great fun but the teachers are stupid and annoying. Whatev. So move on move on.. I met jun @ raffles/city hall around 5+ for dinner @ Mac with the befrienders before I meet with some music min ppl x)

Servers night was like soo good I wished it was longer.. oh wells, pw was good too! Sadly i didnt see abby :(

- GOOD FRIDAY YAYAY. i lazed around at home and did nothing but tv tv tv tv tv. Till evening when i met up with jun and bel for steamboat @ amk. CHEAP, SCUMPTIOUS, COOLING. what more are you lacking?! ;) We talked like lots seriously. From school to cca to church to friends to ministries to serving to midweek to teachers to crushes to biology to math to chinese.. And on our way to the bus stop............... Sexual reproduction (biology you see) to crimes to fugly cases on the newspaper to disgusting people who have no self-respect to dance to canoeing to choir to ndp to future outings to EJ!!! to... a lot more other stuff. We were ultimate chatterboxes LOL.

After jun and i sent bel off @ the bus stop, we took the train to novena for some ice cream and there and then, we had some serious h2h talk. I felt God's presence :)

- DARE on saturday... Nothing much. Best part was the pw, serving (God fulfilled the desire of zephan's heart!), sermon, and......... success in surprise belate celebrating jun's birthday!! At koufu. We were all happy children :) :) :)

- Sunday... was good. With krista jordon clarisse abby cherie joash jasper jay and we met nisha!! (L)

- MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY. just passed 5 min ago. Oh well we celebrated jieyun's birthday at cafe cartel in J8 with andy cr xq jerico sze li kerence max (extra) and me! It was fun to have people like them around... It lightens up the atmosphere HAHAH. Andy and his 5k coins... Sigh.

OMFG I GOT TO CATCH UP WITH A LITTLE TINY CUTE ADORABLE SWEET LOVELY GIRL (by the nickname of...) : RENNIE THE TINY DYNAMIC. I MISS HER A LOT (seriously, a lot!!!)... K I'LL STOP TALKING ABOUT HER. HAHAHA (ps i barely started.. sorry renwen, if you're reading this!)
Lastly, im totally gonna meet up with wanyin and charity some time soon!.. :)

1. Forgive and forget and let go and accept the fact
2. Don't stop yourself from feeling happy even though you may have lost something/someone that was your happiness
3. Not everybody can be trusted. Only very few can be trusted and I thank god for them :) xx
4. Not everyone is like how you imagined them to be. They can be two-faced sometimes.
5. Pick yourself up cause nobody will be able to do that. They can only be there for you and support you but you have to pick yourself up, alone.

I got this little thingo from claire's lj and I think this was spirit-led and the spirit kinda spoke to me... Well, credits to claire low :) and definitely, glory to God.

I pray that all things will fall into place in the sound of Jesus. I don't wanna get affected by the little/huge things going on around. The anointing is upon me, and as long as I follow His Word @ moments like this, Jesus HAVE ALREADY uplifted me (: Amen!!~