Anyway, today was last day at school. It is definitely a wonderful, joyous thing and worth celebrating for but it's also an absolutely memorable day because you just cant help but gather round and snuggle with the rest of the class, or just sit in a huge circle in a empty space like what 2e2 did today and just TALK and crap.

We had a 1 hr long heart to heart session with the entire class and my "speech" was that, leaving primary school and leaving 2e2 is different because leaving lower sec was even more upsetting and hard to bear. It's just different DIFFERENT okay. I dont really know how to express my thoughts and feelings but i just know that i miss everybody from 2e2'09 very much and if i had a wish that could come true right now, i'd wish that 2e2 could promote to 3e2 together next year. And just stay that way until we graduate from gy.

It seems difficult to leave what has happened for the past 2 years and it's just something special that is hard to leave behind. It's like no matter where what who when why, we're just gna bring that box of old "news and memento" together with us because we know we are still gonna meet up and gather round or just have a 2e2 get-together after 2009, ocassionally.

With no doubt the class has been through fucking arguements, prejudices, judgements, conflicts and whatever shit together but after all we still see that we are one class and one huge family. And that makes up a whole different story again. It's really just 2e2 and 2e2 only. thats it and we're happy with it. Be it the words of others' mouths and their crude and unpleasant judgements upon us, we're still us and that's how we're gonna come together.

Just like when we played games together after school, during pe, how loud we talk across tables during recesses, ganging up against the sec 1s for gl-ing us, cheering and clapping aloud like mad dimwits for our mates who win prices, cheering one another on, and giving hugs because we know that's the only thing that will make us feel much better. - "one hug speaks a thousand words"

I REALLY LOVE 2E2'09 and all the bastard comments, crap, junk, stupidity, bullshits, nonsenses and troubles we spout out of our mouths and get into. whoosh now we're all gonna move on already. Oh wells!

XOXO, RACIA

Today's sports education program at school sucked.
We did archery and it was BORING. and so warm in the hall, what cheap.

Oh wells it was a short day at school though i find that only 1 tiny winy part of the archery process was fun, that was : when i gathered along with hao ran, xt, kimb, jan, jo, kenneth, hansel and jerico to talk about what we can do for the class bbq in november :D well at least that's better than being stuck at stoning. What a stupid hobby, pooof.

Dominic has a super adorable doggie and i love it yo, but i love jojo more! ^^V look at some of the pics i saved during ytd night's conv. Lol oh and and AND, gideon sng wei wen is helping me with guitar yay. now i've got 3 teachers! HAHAHA Omg, i miss jianle a lot right now... pfft she's so busy these days, aint able to meet :(

ANYWAY, pictures!

Eeeeeeeeeeeek!

I feel like killing rachel zavior nowwwww. OMGGG
She was supposed to call me an hour ago so i can train to seng kang and meet her but i didnt receive a call from her! Meanwhile, i was in the midst of making the class video, searching copying pasting downloading and saving pictures of 2E2'09!

The most ridiculous thing was : she called me more than a kazillion times but i didnt receive a single call from 'rachel zavior' UGH.

ah forget it sigh, cheryl cannot make it today cause she has smth on, and jovial is holding on to a spoiled phone so we couldnt reach her. Thus today was a disaster. im stuck at home today but with smth new :) i switched laptops with aaron! Cause i can only make the video using his laptop.

Oh wells His Grace is enough for today. for the rest of the day, i shall go :

• download MJ's This is it album songs!
• watch a movie on the laptop
  
• play the piano
• eat cookies with milk
• phone call with rachel
• complete parts of the video by night
• ring janice to discuss bout video
• skip ropes

and whatever, i see what else there is to do :D gonna use my time wisely... hmm sounds like racia? nah it's ray motor! LOL never mind just random me again.

Pooooooof and i'm gone!

I'm lazy to post but oh wells,
I went for 1st svc with pearlyn hillsong united today. And i had my bowl of fishball noodle from food fountain after so long! I sat for svc at the rock auditorium after sooo long too. Feels different but whatever, i miss that comfy red chair and im gng back there next sunday! yay.

I liked i liked i liked ytd's lvl session it was awesome :) i saw wisely, he was invited by clement and caleb! Coolio, pray that he comes for dare soon Amen.

Today... I bought a top from cotton on! It's on sale! I'm gna buy buy buy some more! They have got high waist skirt at cheap prices too, yay yippee yay whee i'm gng bonkers over the sales! Muahaha, trust god for money money moonehs.

Okay now, i'm supposed to be skipping ropes today so that i will grow taller by next year, but i'm bored and lazy... i have no idea what to do! Oh wait, now i got it! I'm gng to play the piano and learn the new songs from Perfect Offering Yay. i'm so random :D

I'm supposed to be discussing with dad bout my streaming subjects but i aint gna do that. It'll just ruin the entire atmosphere. So, i'll just dump it aside and leave it rotting in my bag then fish it out again tomorrow. ah I'm wonderful.

I shall phone call with michelle or jianle tonight! I owe jianle one long chat. and myself one good rest :) going out with jovial and cheryl tomorrow, cant wait yo. This week's gna be blessed yet busy... Amen! Ohshit, i have to complete 3/4 of the class video by tomorrow night and show it to janice! :O

I had a lot of fun today after school but let's just rewind back and start with monday :)

Monday : i cant recall what i did

Tuesday : nikolai had exams so richard and i couldnt go out with him or go to his place to play. And his home is soo super nice man D: nvm! Another time :) :) hence i stayed home to youtube. I watched The prince and the pauper Movie by dylan and cole sprouse! Come to think of it, i think i'm starting to like dylan more. I find him chubbier, funnier and more adorable! Apart of cole though, i think cole's more of a flirt and playboy.
Cause i spoke to, i suppose they are posers, 2 different cole sprouses over fb chatbox. The surprising thing is they came to speak to me first. And the both of them left me a very lousy impression of cole and i'm starting to detest his character more now... I don't understand why :(

Wednesday : learning journey to war memorial smth. I dont even know the names! but i think one of the 2 is URA. yes, we went there! And the trip was ultra amazing and satisfying :D praise jesus, initially i wanted to ton it but everything turned out not too bad ^^V
Sitting with kim on the bus is a really fun experience! And now, she calls me a rapist -.- cause she claims i keep "touching" her. (p.s, that's soo not true)
After school i trained down to orchard lido to watch julie and julia! All by my self (emo is not the word for it) though, it's a rather cool experience ha. I just wanted to try out since kim cmi last min, she left her wallet at home :) boomz.

Thursday : which is also today, i just realised. Got back all our papers for eoy's and i got Bs! not a single A1 or 2 D: so upsetting but at least i made quite a huge improvement from mid year's and ca. This time round i studied a lot yay. i'm so happy for myself. And thanks kenneth, i will praise god even though my results werent super duper wonderful.
After school, jerico and i stayed back with the ec (environmental champions) people and along with the other volunteers to set up the booth at 3rd level and play. It was literally half the class there. We started out playing monkey's ball since nobody visited the booth, then to Dog and Bone's when we realise there were enough people to play the game. It was super funny man! haha pix will be uploaded at fb 1st week of nov. Followed by other games, until it was 3.45 we packed up and left. I trained down to orchard to meet mom and to yishun by mrt with her about 7pm, to meet miss ong and get the shirts :)
We walked over to granny's and had dinner with her, grandpa, uncle raymond and aunty mary.

Trusting god for tomorrow. and the rest of the days ahead :)

P.s, sometimes being a social butterfly is always happier.
P.ss, i am never trusting people of the world ever again. how naive am i, i thought i could be right and retrive that friendship. but no, it's never gonna happen.

Thursday : i bought a pair of white with designs low-cut converse & blue high-cut converse!
They are cuteee ha. I like i like :)

Friday : my worst night eva D: i made a new and really gooood friend, but also a new but really lousssy friend.
I wished gan1 ma1 wasnt even sick so i could've just went for piano lessons + see jojo.
Jojo has some liver problem. Doc said she might just go any time so gan1 ma1 say, 'since she's still here, i should come often and visit her'... i'll miss jojo till then.

Saturday : moody mood. Skipped dg outing at cineleisure. it's just a freakin movie and i'd only rather go if somebody wasnt there -.- so god, if it's me, then change me if it's not my fault then change him. Because we are all on equal standings thus, no condemnation and no judgements :)

Today : church! Attended first svc with amanda. I saw many many manyyy familiar faces when i went up to the rock cause i had to sign up for ej! it's good to be back at church though :) but it aint that easy facing some people.
There is still this visible fear inside of me. I need god to rid of it for me. Amen :>
Come to think of it, i do miss quite a huge number of people after so long of not being in church... anyways! I bought the new album + piano song book today YAY.
I am sooo gonna purchase some more of pastor prince's and mark's sermons! they are super good yo. Anointed men of god luh :D

Now...... i need cashhh. Lots of cashhh, so that i can go shopping at cotton on, F21, mango, zara and many other shops! I need to get a new pencilcase and wallet from somewhere cool too! Help me Abba :D

P/s, i saw joel tay after so super long ha! he makes me laugh everytime i see him :D
P/ss, i saw pearlyn lim today! she is hawwttt ;D i miss her man. babe let's go out tgt some time soon!

Came back from the neighbour's. I went over to play with lesley, he's so cute! But he drools alot tho :S he's only 3 and a half, and he looks so much like becky's dog! Lesley kissed me just now and i "ate" his fur, eee. Haha, i wna go eugene and joel's house some day to play with their doggys! :D

Anyways, will be gng out on a date with grandpa later YAY. fine dinner at restaurant and SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING! whee, im gna buy new clothes and bottoms and hoodies and jay's present :) :)

Chatting with kim over the phone later instead, she's got lazinitis. Ain't gng out alrd :B im gna watch tv the entire day until grandpa comes to pick me up. And of course practice the piano and jump ropes to grow taller... Well, in case i do nothing else that would contribute to my boredom :/

And yay yay yay, triple yay. I dreamt of cole sprouse again last night :D :D :D
Tomorrow we're gna be receiving some of our eoy papers. It's gna be good news in jesus name! And here's smth i shared with bridgette! I think it's really cool ^^V

(Let's say it's the moment before we receive our results slips and there's this class with different religions and beliefs. So...)
In men's opinion : "I hope i did well for the exams. I wish i did better than average"
In god's opinion : "I WAS AWESOME. I AM SURE I DID WELL BECAUSE HIS WISDOM WAS MINE! AND I WAS CALLED TO REIGN ABOVE ALL OF MY CIRCUMSTANCES & EXAMS!!!"

What a revelation *thumbs up*. Pray that god will give out a fresh revelation for today, and let the word spread man. Oh one more thing, i wna go saint andrews to watch their school's rugby match yo.
And mommy allows me to fly to california alone after my o's to find cole sprouse! Ha, if you gave me a choice to act in any tv shows, i'd choose The Suite life on Deck and future shows that cole sprouse would be in! :D but kim thinks i might be over him by then alrd. We will see then ^^V

When i finally return back to church this sunday, IM SOO GONNA BUY THE PERFECT OFFERING CD + SONGBOOK! :D

I wanna serve! in the choir next dare on the 7th of nov! D: okay no sad faces, say amen! Jesus will let me serve! It's been soo long since i last served. March. Number of months unserved : 8 FREAKING MONTHS -.- oh wells.

- Joey's coming to my house to make sushi later, and we're gonna have girl talk :)
- Probably gng out with kim tmr...
- Friday school as per norm. We might be getting back some of our papers! (nail biting sensation lol) but no worries cause my victory was bought at the cross ald! And His promise to me : A1s all the way :D
- Facial at aunty gh's + shopping with mom @ orchard :D
- Sunday : CHURCHHHH wheee! I miss church sooo much! ★
- Going out shopping and eating and "hunting" with caifan on monday! Other wise, swimming at her place + dinner with moms!

LOL. Aaron got his msn account just today so he was trying out. Hahaha then he started to webcam with amanda and then me.

Adorable lah :D and since his psle was over and my exams are uh, kinda over. Ha we got bored and webcam-ed and spoke over the monitor. HAHAHAHA

I've got an announcement :

I OWN A GREEEEN WATERBOTTLE YESTERDAY, TODAY, AND FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE UNTIL THE BOTTLE SPOILS :D

Life just gets busy after today ^^ ha! I wanna DG outing again! And DG shirtie! Whoo. Bye

WHEEE all the heavy papers are down! And now left with oral and lc only! Hallelujah! :D

I've bought alot of new discs recently and just finish watching Deck the Halls on my laptop. It's so sweet and heartwarming lah! :D hehehe i wna go to a snowing country for my honeymoon next time! Amen! :P

Anyways now i'm gonna watch suite life on deck at youtube! Then go to sleep, a realll good sleep. I havent had one since ages hahaha :)

And tomorrow, i'm gonna make a LONG list outta what i wna do once my exams are OFFICIALLY OVER hoho. And dye my hair back brown again on 30th oct FINALLY. this time lighter than before :D oh and now, i can also concentrate on grade 6 practical ^^V I cant waitta go back to DANCE YAY. i wanna finish learning the steps for Fame and Danceworks '10!

Renwen and i have made a promise to ourselves that we'll do jumps 500 times a day so that we will grow taller by the next year AMEN. oh my gawd, there's so many things i wna post and so many things i wna do! Once the 2 month holiday starts, i think i'm gonna go bonkers. Hell yea!

Those 2 babes above are the Aldridge twins - Kelly Aldridge and Ashley Aldridge.
Kelly's the prettier one though, i just cant differentiate who's who for now. So if you wna know which is kelly aldridge? Guess :)

Toodles ~

9 days since i last posted, wow. Ha anyway the exams have been pretty okay :)
I believe jesus was with me during my papers, and will always be! Oh wells, i'm left with 1 heavy paper and it's just oral and lc. Whoo!

I'm gonna gonna trust god trust god trust god baby baby, trust god. Lol -.- oh and after eoy, i can play till i fly whee! I cannot wait for EJ5! It's gonna be awesome :D a pity that amanda cant go :( other wise it'll be a super great experience for her aye! I'm gonna send in my passport photo later after piano! Yay me. And i'm gna see jojo again. Yay me! Hahah.

Tomorrow gotta skip lvl session again, gng out ta mug at bishan library. Sighh, it's good to know that malcolm understands :) (COP. I'M GOING YAY)
btw on wednesday i : mugged at subway toa payoh with gitte, mich and ryan goh the lion. HAHAHA

Calling a babe to chat later. Shhh ^^ p.s, eoy exams are ending in 5 more days WHOOTS.