Why am i always getting into trouble because of what the world says?
Why am i called dishonest when there are others out there who are even more dishonest than me?
Aren't i being honest by raising up my hands as a sign of admitting i did something i'm not supposed to do?
Whereas others manage to get away with it?

It's so unfair.
I wish i didn't have to get influenced by what the world does and says to me.
I only wish that the teacher could see the truth.

I really wanna be a good student, a pleasant girl.
I never asked to forget my books and get other innocent friends into trouble with me.
I just wanna explain myself, but i don't think the teacher would even let me do so.

I really wanna be a good student.
I just wanna prove myself to all my classmates and teachers. It is that difficult?

I'm may be worn out by work at times but i always believe that God is my restoration and strength,
and i'll keep walking on by faith.
I'm not angry with the teacher nor my friends or anyone else.
I'm not unhappy and i'm not pissed.

I just feel really disappointed with myself.
Why can't i do it?
And i feel very upset with.. i don't know what.
I just don't know what to be feeling now.

I only ask for more than enough favour :)