Screw my cough.
It is taken away, Amen! :D Woah, i wanna go school today man but sick. So can't :( then kenneth super funny last night. I was in a freaking lousy mood then used alot of profanities towards daryl lah. Sorry man, i know you understand one :) After piano, kenneth msg me say, "You should go and read your blog post, it was funny.. You must have taken 10 hrs to post your recent post right? Cos pigs don't have fingers! Hahaha!" He's so lame, omg. But everytime i'm unhappy, kenneth always cheers me up with his oh-so lame craps. Thank you dude! I mean, rat.

I just realised that tmr's my birthday. Yay! And i fell sick. Har, nice -.-
Anyway, i will go back to school tmr amen! I hope i can receive lotsa pressies! And wishes and warm hugs from people! Hahaha :D And am gng out with some people tmr after school ^^ think cheryl, donatus, dominic, joel, nikolai and and and, idk who. I forget forget :S and hopefully the movie outing on friday with school peeps is gonna be awesome and successful! :) A-men!
Oh! And eoy exams are coming real soon :O 1 and a half more month only. Yay, can't wait. Once it's over there's gna be so much things i wanna do! Go out with friends, shopping, slacking, gng to the beach, class outings, dg outings, long chats with friends, visiting of friends houses, movies marathon! And so much more, woohoooo! God's gonna hand me awesome jesus results! 7As A-men!!! :D :D :D

P/s. Daryl, just shut up. I know you're very concerned about my problems but i don't want anyone to care. I will care for myself and i know what to do. God's for me i know. You're a nice and caring gentleman. But you're too over insensitive. When i tell you not to worry for me, i mean it. Just leave me alone and shut up, you'll be saving me alot of trouble. Sorry for being so harsh and mean, but i just need the peace of God for now. And when it's right again, i'll talk to you. But it's not now. So just quit worrying and worry bout urself first. Thanks.

*I guess justin's right. I shouldn't put myself under so much pressure and mug like siao everyday. Even tho streaming's really important for me, but there's still sec 3 and 4. I either do too much or too little. But i don't wanna do just average, i wanna do really well. So that i won't have to disappoint anyone anymore. When i did too little last semester, it was not enough and i got my F9s. And when i do too much, i'm afraid it'll be too late and i've been tiring myself out these weeks so much.
I srsly need to calm down and do what i like to do. But there are so many buts and howevers. I'm scared that once i loosen up a bit, it'll end up being too much then i neglect study time and work. If i don't, i'll keep having bad sleeps and little rest and then i get too tensed up.
I need God's salvation in this area man. I just dk how to do it on my own lah. God save me, just help me. I need to depend on Your Grace. When i seeked You for the love for studying, You gave me more than enough. And now idk how to use it properly and i kept on using it like it's not infinite and may run out anytime. I wanna enjoy studying and then see awesome results but i don't wanna sweat and stress. I wanna peace out man.

Aiya, i'm leaving these in God's hands already lah. Need to Rest :) bye.