Yesterday was damn bastard. I wasted hours of my precious time at mid week then didn't receive anything. Stupid. I don't blame the svc or pastor lawrence. I blame myself and some bastard people over there last night.
Their attitude is srsly retarded and childish, freaking insensible and infuriating. Don't know how their parents teach them. Come to church for the complete wrong reason, shit you group of tards.

School is getting even more and more tedious and stressful. Gotta do so much project work and school work. More tests to study for, revision for every subject at the same time. Really alot to balance man. I can't do it anymore man, i desperately need God. I really gotta let go of the stirring wheel and let Him take it. Other wise i'll just get into a huge accident or crash, then i'll die and it's the end of me. "Even the best falls down sometimes" applies alot.

Anyway, school today was the best amongst the other 4 days. At least it didn't feel unawesome, hahah. Did mainly coursework for last 3 periods during home econ today, honestly it was kinda fun cos i enjoy doing research and coursework :P at least better than cooking! OMG cooking's the killer for me. And then we're gna having practical exam on the 28th, i've to cook alone w/o renwen! Ah die. But it's alright trust God :D He will be my guidance and give me supernatural intelligence, efficiency and boldness to cook! Amen :D :D

Today after school, stayed at the school library to do some history stuff w josephine, janice, kimb, xt and renwen. Left the 'crowd' earlier for lunch at interchange w renwen, dylan and weiliang. Hahaha ate at koufu! My awesome kway chap! (thumbs up*) then bought bread talk for family breakfast tmr :) Ate till super full, oh wells.

Got lotta hw to complete for the weekend, revision and studying for tests + doing hist mind map! Yay i think i'll only be enjoying doing that :B cos history rocks! <3 kk later got math tuition, bye bye.

P/s, pray that saturday and sunday can go church amen! Shhh :P