I finally understand the feeling of breaking down.
When the bottle cracks into pieces, they are sharp and they cut you real hard, it is painful, it does hurt alot.
And that feeling completely sucks.

I received my most horrible results today, it doesn't just apply for my tests results but my relationship between people. I don't understand, do people who always bottle up their feelings until a limit when they cannot take it any longer, get easily fed up with anyone even their friends?

I really hate it that way and i don't wanna be angry with **, she's a really good friend and i don't wanna lose her. But sometimes she just don't understand how i feel and i just don't know how to let out my emotions and feelings to the world. I may want to but i just don't know how cos it ain't easy for me.

I prayed that today would marvellous and awesome but it turned out so awful. I'm not gonna lose faith in God, i'm gonna keep on pushing cos all that's happening right now is a catch up. The freaking devil is trying to catch up with me and my blessings but i know it's not gonna happen cos my blessings are alr there, they aren't able to run away from me! Amen!