Tomorrow:
Not going for connect already. Why: family issues and i need to chiong studies alr. (neh mind, trust god!) :D

From today onwards:
I've lost my trust in her. I'm not trusting her anymore. We can no longer be best of friends like before already.

Since today morning:
I found a new reason to live! For my mother :) i love her and i dont wanna upset or disappoint her anymore. I'm not gonna let her down or go against her anymore. Jesus, You will do it with me cause i'm not alone! Amen :)

Last words (sept hols):
1) I'm going for 2nd on sunday (with mom i hope), other wise with rachel.
2) I'm gonna miss amanda cos she's going to thailand :(
3) I'm gonna chiong my maths! With jesussss! :D
4) I'm gonna fulfil all my own promises for the sept hols! (secretie)
5) I'm gonna spend time with family more often!
6) I'm gonna finish packing my things by monday night :)

I think that's about it. Oh yea! Gotta chiong TWO chinese project within the holiday D: but i can do it with jesus one! :) and study hist, science, math and home econ! :D :D
And school was quite good. Had alot of fun cleaning the school with ryan and gang. HAHAHA and i couldn't lunch with weiliang and co today cos i had to do work discussion :( pity. But it's ok! There's always another time! The new term's gonna be the beginning of a new start for me!

I CAN DO IT WITH JESUSSSSSS WOOOOHOOOO! HE NEVER FAILS ME RIGHT AMANDA? :D